|I'm a zelda fan, but lately I have gotten into other things, such as Adventure Time and APH, so expect random pictures from random fandoms at random times. I am very unpredictable....|
Is it okay if I say...I'm not okay. I'm really not.Is it okay if I say... by ~amen-no-suomynona
But I hate saying it out loud. I know it's wrong to bury it all in but I automatically do. I hate calling for help because I feel like I'm being selfish and an attention hogger. And even worse is that I said it here on the Internet for others to see (I'm such a coward for not saying anything in Reality). (Btw, I don't care if you don't take me seriously.) Now my friends will probably know now...
I don't need help.
That's what I wanna say but I know that's a lie. (Oh, if you don't care much for religion skip this part then.) I've tried, guys. TRIED. But I can't seem to allow myself to trust God on healing me. I don't know why I'm "rebelling" but I just am. I do pray for others though... That's just about it. Sigh. I don't know anymore.
I know I'm gonna regret this later and berate myself for making this public but I just need to ask now...